Iijima Kuuga (28) has a tattoo filled with a tattoo filled with full body gaps, a dark eye makeup, and a flashy hair color.Her neck is a tattoo of "staygold".His abdomen has the strongest lucky tiger, which brings the strongest luck ... The whole body keeps a unique harmony, with western and Japanese carving.
[Photo] Hiratsuka 5 The Weekly Women at the time reported the Hiratsuka 5 body case caused by Kuuga's grandmother O.
"Tattoo started put in 10 years ago. It cost about 4.8 million yen in total. In the past, it became a model of a certain photographer, and the photo at that time was exhibited at a solo exhibition, and photos.I have been a collection. "
At first glance it is Kowamote, but the tone is calm.The smile spills out when the story extends to the tattoo.
"My favorite is a rose tattoo on the instep rose. The only thing my mother said was beautiful."
Stroke the instep in love.She is Kuuga, who is also popular as a sexy actress.Her half -life is full of turbulence that her ordinary people can imagine.
Parents divorce, abandonment of childcare, bizarre murder caused by grandmother, runaway in junior high school, illegal drugs, twice arrested, repeated abortions, rape damage.
"It is said that it is ragged, but it was everyday for me."
Behind the "everyday" was a complex family relationship, a feud with the mother, and a deep loneliness.
Born in Yokohama City, Kanagawa Prefecture in 1993.His mother, M, gave birth to Kuuga at the age of 20 and divorced soon.Her mother moved to her real mother O's house in Hiratsuka City with her young girl.Kuuga -san's grandmother O, at the time, lived with her daughter R (her mother and sister and sister), and her three generations of women began to live with her three generations.
When Kuuga was a freshman in elementary school, his mother jumped out of the house due to a trivial quarrel with her grandmother.
"The mother at that time was just a" woman ". The clothes are flashy, and my makeup is perfect. At that time, my mother at that time wants to be a woman more than my mother., I can't understand ... "
The details will be described later, but after many twists and turns, when I was in the first grade of junior high school, I lived again with my mother M, but there was a deep -rooted feud before living together.
"I was very resentful of my mother. In adolescent, I dared to say something I didn't like. At one time, I was going to get a register and didn't pull it out. Actually, I did a big genka last year ...I was insulating. At that time, I put a tattoo on my face. I put it in my face because my mother told me, "Don't just put it there ..."
Under Kuuga's left eye, the tattoo just in the tears flows is described as SAD.
When I was in the first grade of elementary school, my mother M left the house and raised Kuuga -san.
"I was a grandmother from the ground up. When I was little, I called my grandmother" mother ". And my grandmother's daughter, my aunt, R, six, like an older sister.. The lives of the three were really fun. "
Kuuga recalls his grandmother at that time.
"My grandmother was overprotective enough to be worried. My clothes are also branded. I always made gohan, and I loved stir -fried eggplant.Because I am sick, I will be deposited in an orphanage after a temporary shelter at the Child Guidance Center. I wanted to return to my house, but the facilities are beautiful and I go to school and everyone seems to be so siblings.It was a lot of friends and it was very peaceful. My mother gradually came to see me. "
However, in May 2006, the incident occurred when Kuuga was a freshman in junior high school.
"My mother suddenly appeared in the facility and said," Grandma killed R "..."
The apartment found the body of Mr. R (19 years old) and the body of a man wearing a neck, and even a boy who was missing in 1984 (6 years old at the time of disappearance).Two bodies, a white bone, and a liquid infant, were also found.This is the "Hiratsuka 5 body case" that shook the world.
"The image of a gentle grandmother and a thug can't be connected."
Kuuga is agony.Even more complicated is the presence of two bodies, a boy and a baby who have been disappeared.
"Before I was born, my grandmother killed them, that is, the grandmother was a murderer before I was born.
Close the words.
"After that, people who knew the incident often said," I have to live long for the deceased people. But I'm just fighting with my mother or not doing well. The year when R died.After I exceeded myself, I felt more pressure and I didn't understand the meaning of living. Every time I fight with my mother, I said, "I would have been killed instead of R!"I said"
After the incident, Kuuga's life became more spectacular.
"After the incident, I left a nursing home in the middle one and lived with my mother, but I was in a bad deal and I came out of my house.I was struck by a stimulant, and I was arrested. To be honest, my memory is ambiguous, but I was sexually assaulted almost every day for a month. "
The weight was reduced to the 30kg range, and it was the case worker at the Child Guidance Center and many police who were waiting for Uga -san to return home from life.
"I was arrested for the use of stimulants the next morning after returning home. I had a DNA test for interrogation, but the police said," I may have inherited the DNA of the murderer. "I will never forget that. I was 13 years old, so I was sent to the Kyogo Institute (Child Independence Support Facility). Hell, the bullying and corporal punishment of teachers was a daily occurrence. "
Source in March of junior high school.
"After that, I lived in my mother and mother's boyfriend's room, but I left home. I also came across a stimulant with a bad man. After that, the use of illegal drugs was barred and I was arrested again."
At the time of the arrest, a small life had a small life in the stomach of a 15 -year -old girl.
"I was sent to a medical boy's school. I couldn't grow it even if I gave birth, so I was completely sick of my grandmother's case, abortion, etc.
At the age of 17, he released a medical boy's institution and started working at a sex shop at the age of 18.He abortion five times with his dating partner.At that time, he was mentally unstable and repeated suicide.That number, 50 times or more.
"When I was 21 years old, I had abortion. I was so opposed by my mother. I was worried about the trouble, and I had a labor pain..... When I took my baby in a plastic bag to the crematorium by myself, I thought, "Life is over."
After that, at the age of 22, he volunteered to enter the AV industry at the age of 22.Her her whole body her tattoo was a hot topic among her enthusiasts.
"I always longed for Ai Iijima. I received this stage name from Ai -chan. The job of the AV was going well at first, but a man who misunderstands that" I can do anything because I'm an AV actress. "There were a lot of. At least once, I was raped at the club, saying, "I'm an AV actress, let's do it with 50,000.""I was told, and the interview with the police was too hard to be asked too much, so she gave up reporting the damage."
In addition to the damage, he broke into a friendly word of friends and police.Nevertheless, she says that sex and AV will continue.
"Isn't there an answer to erotic? I want to pursue women and gender through AV and customs work. I want to open a YouTube channel."
The people around you, who survive the harsh environment, praise them as "strong" and praise them.But he shakes his head.
"I still can't sleep without a sleeping pill, and there are days when I withdraw. When I remember the hard work, I had to drink a little more sleeping pills and run away, and when I was collected at the hospital, I was a needle.The memory of stimulants is flashed back with a sense of feeling. I am just accumulating the day, today, and day I can not die. "
Nevertheless, if you are worried and suffered like yourself, you have something to tell you.
"I want to tell you that you can run away if you have a hard time. When you are a child, you think that your home or school is all about the world, but you don't have to go to school separately.If you are sick and die, you can run away. If you survive for the time being, some people will help you at that time. "
Currently, his relationship with his mother M is relatively good.
"One day, my mother said," You have changed, you have grown. ""
However, it is my grandmother that the heart still remains.
"I want to see you. I heard that you are now being released and have welfare. I don't really know why my grandmother killed my aunt. I want to know the real reason."
At the time of the interview, Kuuga also spoke such words.
"I can't change what happened in the past, but it feels worth it, but I struggled, but the past is only me."
Kuuga survives the day today, using the experience as words.
▼ My parents divorced when I was 3 years old.Grew up in a family with her grandmother O, mother M, and her mother, Retfather R.
▼ When I was in the first grade of elementary school, my mother leaves the house after quarreling with Mr. O.After that, she begins to live with three.
▼ Mr. O became ill and became difficult to nursing, so he entered the children's nursing home after a temporary shelter at the Child Guidance Center.(From the middle of the way, Mr. O and the loss of communication)
▼ Dating with men who are 6 years of elementary school and 11 years older.
▼ When I was in the first year of junior high school, O was arrested for suspected murder and abandonment.From his home, R, his mother's younger brother, two babies, and five bodies of a man who rented a room.The body was allegedly killed by Mr. O.
▼ At the same time, I leave the orphanage and get it to my mother.It goes well with her mother and repeats home.After that, she was forced to injection a stimulant from a man she met while leaving home and was sexually assaulted.Later, he was arrested and entered the boy identification.He enters the facility of Kyogo (currently a child independence support facility).For about two years, the bullying of the staff and residents who have entered the office.
▼ Source when I was in the third grade of junior high school.Repeat stimulants and other illegal drugs.He has been arrested for a non -licensed driver's property damage and joined the Medical Shonen Academy for about two years.At this time, he was pregnant and abandoned at the age of 15.He is mentally unstable.
▼ After being released at the age of 17, she is taken away by her mother but runs away.
▼ Entered a sex shop at the age of 18.He is 21 years old and is in the middle (stillbirth).
▼ Due to the lack of balance of the spirit, and the grandmother's case, he repeated suicide multiple times to cut his wrist on a daily basis.To date, he has been abandoned five times, experiencing stillbirth once.
▼ At the age of 22, made an adult video debut as a sexy actress.She currently works for a sex shop in Shinjuku Ward.
(Coverage / sentence / Akemin)